i doubt i will be staying in hwachong. i dont know why i chose not to appeal. it all started this morning la. i like submitted the form le. haha then like i was like, yay im gonna appeal. then get results. suddenly everything just hit me, hard. really hard. sigh. forced myself not to cry la. then now =( sigh, i know u guys keep asking me to appeal. but i thought over it. i stared hard at the appeal form kay? i dont know. it may seem stupid not to even try appealing. but i tht over it. sigh. im like thinking im super dumb. but it's no turning back la. leaving is part and parcel of our life la. i know it. and it's like damn sad. especially when im like so attached to this class le. but it's either now or later la. if i dont get in through appeal, it would even be worse. yaaa... i dont want to make another decision la. it's like i suck at it.
spending these 2 months plus with u guys has been great. honestly, it's like superb. i dont think i have ever been so attached to a class before. and it's a class, not a few individuals.
im sorry i didnt choose to appeal. i wanted to appeal because of s67 and a few other frens in hc. but now, im not even sure why i dint appeal. im super messed up now. so many things on my mind. maybe it's fated not to stay in hc. but i know im fated to meet u guys. (: it's like only 2 months, but it seems as if it's like a year has past. and ive got to know u guys for a long time.
thanks for all the memories. it will be kept with me forever la. i dont know if i will ever meet such ppl again in NJC. but well... life still continues. sigh.
ive got so many things to tell u guys. maybe post some other day la. but now, it's just emo me. shit. im really going to miss u guys la =(
like the way mich asked me to appeal when we were on the bus on the way back to hc, like omg la.. sighxx... and then anni and her BEEP! hahah finally know how le. but then won't be able to play with her le. and lots and lots. ben bugging me to appeal. like throughout the day. and then walking ard the sch with pecky ben luting and xinhui. then ben pecky and me playing with visualisers in classrooms. sigh.
CHAPTEH!!! i want to play chapteh la. i want to play basketball la.
but hey, guys, enjoy life wherever u are kay? to those appealing, all the best. to those staying, jiayoux for block tests everything, and continue to be high!!! to those who can't get in, it's alright, we'll still keep in touch. afterall singapore is small! :D
keep in contact! (:
luv ya guys <3 --kwan :)
the siao one from 67 (:
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